My Roles

I have always loved being in charge. Maybe I have always loved being in charge becuase at home my sister would always boss me around when my parents where not around. She would tell what to do and waht not to do as if she was my mother. So being a leader is my only chance to be in charge. I often get bossy when I am trying to be a leader because I like everyone to do as I say and be organized. When I do this I feel important, respected and respondible; I feel as if people looked up to me.

Since I could remember I was always trying to avoid talking to anyone besides my family. I was afriad of speaking, shaking hands or even eye contact with someone I did not know well. I do not know why I was so shy or felt this way, maybe I was afriad of being made fun of. When ever someone would come over to my parents to say hello, I would hide behind my mother. In kindergarten I was even afraid of asking the teacher to go to the bathroom, I would either wait for reccess or wait until I got home.

I have lost countless jackets, shirts, sweaters, pencilcases in my childhood. I have always been the absentminded person of the family. Every time I got back from school my mother would scold me becuase I had lost or forgotten yet another sweater at school. Once I was so distracted that I even left my backpack at school. In several octions I have borrowed something from someone such as a pencil and lost it. I always misplace my belongings and my father always gets upset becuase he says that I am always “daydreaming.”