My Fears and Disappointments

I have always been disapointed because I do not have a male sibling. I have always dreamed of having a younger brother who would play soccer with me and understand me. But when I think about this, I remember that I already have a loving sister that cares about me. Another thing that I have always been disapointed about is about my country. People are always expected to honor their country and be proud about their nationality, but not me. I have disliked Ecuador since I have memory. I have disliked how poor the country is and how uneducated people are. I am not a fan of airplanes. Everyhting about them seems unsafe to me. All those regulations and policies that have to be followed during a flight makes me nervous. I feel as if one of these is broken the plane would nose dive towards hte ground. Every time the plane encounters rough airs, I shut my eyes, sit straight and grab the armrests as hard as I can and wait until everything is over. I do not know why I dread planes, maybe its all those stories I´ve heard about crashes and highjacked planes.